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August 22nd, 2005

08:58 am - The lady is a vamp, she's a vixen, not a tramp. So for those who care I'm ok.. i did fuck up but never again... not like that... don't worry please :-/ And I'm am sick now.. probably because of my fuck up.. low immune systemm and such... I didnt go to school today because i have a fever of 101.9 right now.. It was 103 this morning when i woke up... and I'm puking everything... not cool... right well I'ma go back to sleep... I love you Alisha Current Mood: sick Current Music: Dave Mattews Band- Dream girl

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August 21st, 2005

11:28 am - I'm a peacful person who happens to be filled with an unimaginable rage.... I fucked up.... BAD... Current Mood: scared

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August 19th, 2005

04:45 pm - Would you die tonight for love? Fuck this feeling of insecurity... I hate it... W/e I'm gonna get in the shower and then I'm going to spend the night with the ONE person in the world who makes me feel beautiful... free... open... I'm going to Jillian's... Call the cell tonight I'm @ Bathesda tomorrow from 1-4... but after that I'm free.. call if you wanna chill... Andrew and Damian are prolly gonna chill with me tomorrow but if you cool enough I'll chill with you instead... Ilove you.. Alisha.... Its amazing how my moods change when one small thing happens.. maybe this shouldn't affect me but it still hurts... Current Mood: pessimistic

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04:03 pm - HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY CICI!!! I LOVE YOU!! I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare. We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away. We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash. I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face - in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink. I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner. I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag. I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God. I am making a difference. Current Mood: HappyHyperGiddyExcited!! good

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August 18th, 2005

04:18 pm I hate myself more than i ever led on. I'm burnt out at 22. I live to hard and i love too much and I'll die too younge... Meh...I have to go to bass lesson tonight at 6:30.. Not looking forward to going... concidering i havnt plaied in like a month.. AT ALL!!.. fuck... that stresses me out and i dont know why... oh well i cant wait til friday night... I don't know what I'm doing but... whatever... I'm so over school at this point its not even funny... oh well im done bitching Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Bayside:: The used

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August 17th, 2005

04:31 pm - My cock is bigger than yours Yeah so today was good... except for the whole bus incident.. I am so screwed if i get a referal... right.. well freshmen are gay!.. and i honestly dont think we were ever that stupid... oh well I love you!! Alisha Im gonna tear your ass up like we just got married And you're all mine now Tonight is the night we've been waiting for all our lives Or maybe for just mine get your ass up cause you're in no hurry like I am now Im getting older and older all of the time or maybe for just tonight Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Starting line- bedroom talk

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August 15th, 2005

04:53 pm - Me.. I got bored Im Alisha I go by alot of different names I live b-town and im warning you its not for lovers I will probably never trust you its nothing againest u its just i've been fucked over too many times and i only trust certain people. I don't recommend you breaking that trust. Dont Fuck with Me, Or My Friends or i will fuck you up..its not a threat dear its a promise I dont care what you think of me I Love my friends and music more then anything I can't spell even if my life depended on it I like to lighten things up I say I love you and mean it Don't fuckin ask me if im okay I'd fuck you just for the taste I do admit i give off a extremely happy vibe but, as you get to know me you'll know thats not always the case There's somethings and some people that i just can't look at, because it kills me My favorite word is Fuck. I'm told I say the wrong things at the right time. L♥ve is friendship set on fire Isn't it messed up how Im dying to be her I do pay attention to everything that goes on People always stare at me, i dont know why I am flawed. Don't lie to me i will find out. I like to make people happy..that doesn't mean I will change for you. I love pretty emo boys. I like sex hair I love on the spot kinda moments As much as you think i won't understand, i probably will get you better then anyone. I can't remember my cell phone number ever I want to make a difference in the world Me & my friends are the next generation Start Running away I would die for ALL of my friends When i say i love you more then life, I would jump infront of a bullet for you. In my opinion, everything happens for a reason and makes you stronger. Life's short and so am I 5'3" I love making signs for people I take as many pictures as possible because i will never see that again In almost all my pictures i swear i can hear all the noise i heard when I took it. Local bands around here are better then most famous bands. I do and say the most random things anyone could ever think of. Awkward silence scares me and its my job to break it. I don't cry offen When i smile im planning something I'm always angry with my father Im paranoid about... well everything Its hard to get me to forgive but just know I'll never 4get I say I miss u and mean it I fake a smile alot I won't laugh unless your funny Gravity is a myth. Just because I think a guy is hot does NOT mean I like them If your funny I'll love you I love using "..." when I'm typing I like debating about most things so I like smart people. What I like even more is a someone with their own opinion Im a sucker for gorgeous eye's. I find it hilarious how people can dance to music about jumping off a cliff For some odd reason most of my favorite songs are about cutting, drugs, drugs or hate I personally believe that when someone looks at you, you just went through their mind for at least a second. which by the way i love. I am my worse critic Current Mood: devious

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August 14th, 2005

04:51 pm - ok so maybe im more fucked up then i like to addmit I retract my last entry.. Current Mood: gay as can be. Current Music: incubuc

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August 10th, 2005

06:19 pm - Wake me up when september ends.... First day of school... Hmm well I hate most of my teachers.. Mr.Horowitz is a creepy prev, I can't understand Garcia which really sucks cause he's my medical teacher.. the only reason I even go to school.. Ms. Jenkins is a ghetto Cheerleading coach who flat out said she didnt like kids who "seem like they have no school spirit".. a.k.a. ME! I got Mr.Teman for algebra 2 and he just gives work out and tells you to do it... I already suck at math!!! and Chemistry... I'm the youngest person in the class 2 sophomores (im one) two juniors and the rest Seniors.. 3 fucking College prep courses!! I'm gonna fail!! Ugh... needless to say.. I am not amused... I love you Alisha Current Mood: stressed

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August 9th, 2005

05:06 pm - Some will seek forgiveness, others escape. hehe i still have his balls.. So school starts tomorrow.. no me gusta.. not at all.. I really don't want to go.. if i must go i don't want to be "there"... I'm thinking substances? maybe? hmmm.. we shall see.. Good luck tomorrow.. I love you! Alisha So, so long sweet summer I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays So long sweet summer I fell into you Now you're gracefully falling away... Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: Down, Set, Go- Underoath

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August 8th, 2005

06:24 pm - So I'm taken... Hehe I have his balls... Leash Current Mood: happy Current Music: finch- letters to you

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August 6th, 2005

08:25 pm - Warped Tour!!! OH my well warped tour... it was fucking great!! I hung out with marissa the whole time!! and i met a lot of really cool people from Massachusetts.. and i bought thier cd.. Thier called The Skeptics.. accually pretty good... I moshed for the first time and busted my lip and then knocked this one guy down!! hehe I found a new love, even if it causes me bloody lips.. I almost passed out in the middle of the offspring show but we just got closer to the pits so I could get some air.. it was all good..I SAW EVERYONE!!! we had to leave early tho cause Jamie was getting really freaked out by the lightning and i was about to pass out again.. so we left... Man I've never sweat that much in my life.. i was literally pruning cause of sweating and being stuck in between all the other peoples sweat.. it was well worth it though.. I got a lot of MySpace buttons.. cause marissa stole them for me..YAY so if anyone wants some.. ask... well i need water... keep it cool guys... I love you Leash Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The Skeptics- seven story jumper

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August 5th, 2005

04:27 pm - ::THINGS TO DO AT WALMART:::: 1. Get 24 boxes of tampons and put them in carts of guys when there not looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies restroom. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone: 'Code 3 in House wares' . . and see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay-away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set-up a tent in the Camping Department -- and tell other shoppers you're sleeping over; invite them in, if they bring pillows from the Bedding Department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask: "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera, use it as a mirror and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the Hunting Department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously, while loudly humming the theme from "Mission Impossible." 12. In the Auto Department, practice your "Madonna look" using different sized funnels. 13. Hide in a clothing rack . . . and when people browse through, say: "PICK ME!!! PICK ME!!!" this is my personal favorite 14. When an announcement comes over the loudspeaker, assume the fetal position and scream "NO!...It's those voices again!!!" And last but not least: 15. Go into a fitting room, shut the door and wait a while, then yell loudly: "There's no toilet paper in here!" Pass this on so bored people everywhere can find something to do at a walmart Current Mood: amused Current Music: lemons-katy rose

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12:15 pm - I like the way you move... I feel like a raver on x. and I'm dancing like one too... I'm doing anything to hold on to this feeling.. I fear its fading... we shall see So, I like this one boy...  Leash... Current Mood: ditzy and shy Current Music: boys night out-medicating

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August 4th, 2005

11:30 am ( bored... SURVEY!! ) Current Mood: bored

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August 3rd, 2005

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August 2nd, 2005

09:25 am - HEY ALL YOU L-Dub KIDS!!! I got my schedule...BOO!!! damnit to hell!! well here it is... 1st-world history hon.--horowitz 2nd-spanish 2 --nole 3rd-medical hs1--garcia 4th-algebra2 --teman 5th-english2 hon.--jenkins 6th-teamsports( thats gonna change cause im not taking it again) 7th-chemestry- with lepo and second semester 6th changes to drivers ed Current Mood: anxious Current Music: these boots are made for walkin'

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August 1st, 2005

04:42 pm Good feelings back !! []D[][]v[][]D!!! Current Mood: good Current Music: brown eyed girl- jimmy eat world

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July 31st, 2005

06:47 pm ....erohwadnatihsekilleefios...wonthgirflesymetahirehtegotllaxesgnivahpotsamixesrofemdnuoraebtsujannogtnsiohwenoekilyldabylaerdneirfyobadeeni someone save me.... leash Current Mood: cynical Current Music: MSI

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11:25 am - Party, party, parties..... Well last night was cool... I had a few friends over last night it was fun... Terry's home!!! he came over with aj and it was hella cool!! HELLA cool.. mostly we listened to music and hung... people ended up making out .. it was fun...we watched S.W.A.T. and made fun of Karissa cause she was high on something i think she brought pills and took like in the middle cause she was fine in the beginning and then she was flyin high! it was funny... amanda is great and i love her... i love everyone! lol jamie was kinda upset cause i was only suposed to have five people and there was nine.. asnd she made them all leave at like three cause we we're kinda loud but all in all it was a good night... Leash Current Mood: tired Current Music: unwritten law- she says

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